y..m i makin myself sooosooo busy..???

everything need to do by my own...

haii...

4 month ++ to SYF...

around 9 month to 'N'

how & wat should i do...

i can't do all by myself..

i'm just makin myself tried but others r not...

&&

they won't know how i think

they only care about their own...

they won't care u happy or no...

i do wat i should done but just left with soon...

after i'm done with it i stop everything...

&&

makin myself soosoo busy

doin thing myself...

YYY!!!

that time i should not agree with mummy to let me be QM...

but end up i'm doin most thing myself

i'm a ppl just like others wat...

no one will reali know wat & how i feel...

fellin angry but not that angry...

haii...

me , myself also don know how i feel

how would others know...