reali tryin hard to control my emotional but it hard,
what should i really do?
Can i just break down and cry as loud as i want.
Where have my listening ear gone?
I find that no one really know me.
they have to know me by sms, msn, facebook, blog, twitter & plurk.
Who can really know me won't looking at any of it,
currently this post i don't want any comment.
Comment don't help,
seen no one is there when i in need,
why must i care for others.
typing this post will feel like crying but i have to stop,
i have to control.
Been trying to over come myself,
it hard. my mood really suck,
today is not my day & it a monday.
I hate monday to the max.
Maybe there up & down in life,
but i don't have to have so many up and down ba.
Never disiao ppl, i also kanna say i disiao.
WTH, ya la,
just take it i'm the one la,
i don't want to have all this problem luhs,
MY life really SUCK to th max.
bu shi wo yao de hao ma.
Don you all understand.
just becuz i look don mean anything lor,
everything also start with MISUNDERSTANDING..
Fcuk off la. i shut my mouth for everything.
i have been controlling myself. WAT YOU ALL WANT NOW.
CAN"T JUST STOP THIS STUPID PROBLEM BUT NOT LOOKING & SAYING LOR.
I DON CARE YOU PASS BY OR WAT, YOU ALL WAN GO FIND OTHER I GOT NO THING TO PLAY WITH YOU ALL LA.
i'm tired really,
if i really can just break down i think i can breakdown anywhere le,
ppl don't know me also think i'm happy-go-lucky if life is so easy that will be good.
Thing after another.
AFTER ALL I"M tired,
can i have a break & stop thinking
BTW Jess saw yr post, understand wat u mean.. =]